This site belongs to a photographer-yet-to-be named.
Who is still a amateur at it very much, me,
Natalie Law Wen Ni.
I love photography. I love capturing the moment. Photos are my words.
On a particular 28th of December '08, I received my very 1st DSLR camera from my dear Daddy. Love'em!
There are lots of pretty colors in the world so follow me and see it through my lens from the sidelines.
For your information. I'm not your average girl.
I think cuts and bruises are awesome and cool cause they meant something that I've accomplish.
And the scars that is left behind reminds me of just that when I needed a lift.
I'm pretty tough I would say when I have the heart and passion to do something and I go all out.
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Favorites: Friends, Family, Photography, Art of Coffee and Superman
Horoscope: Aquarius
Sites: Natalie Law @ Facebook
Hobbies: Photography. Hanging with my friends.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009, 5:47 PM
Speak up, your silence is killing me
I’ve had enough, baby speak up
Are you loving or hating me?
Cuz I can never tell
I’ll be the first to admit it
Been silent for a minute
Thinking like damn is he feeling me
But now you’re quiet and I’m dying inside
So baby speak up
Cuz your silence is killing me
I’ve had enough, baby speak up
Are you loving or hating me
Cuz I can never tell, I can never tell
Just let your heart say what you can’t say
Let your heart say what you won’t say
Don’t let the silence tear us away
Cuz I can never tell, I can never tell
If you don’t speak up
I don’t know where you’ve been
But nothing’s making sense, I’m standing on this fence for you
And even when you’re here, somehow you disappear
If I can read your mind, I’d know just what to do
Some days I feel it then I feel it’s over
Some days were harder then some days were colder
When you open up, our love is alive
And now you’re quiet and I’m dying inside
Say all the words that you never said, oh
Write all the letters that I never read, oh
Show me your words or the love is dead
Just want to hear it from you
Speak Up
by
Kristinia DeBarge
Saturday, December 5, 2009, 6:47 AM
I'm hooked on to them. Their life. Their love. Their drama. Their everything. Its just too real and way too addictive. I guess curiosity to new things does plays a part to my current addiction to this show.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009, 11:31 PM
Victoria's Secret AngelsBefore you read any further. Don't think that I'm like sick or something alright. Cause me is not. I rarely talk bout girls or post up something like this. If you know me better then you should know la why I'm posting this or maybe not. Lol. Who cares la what you may think after reading this post. I'm happy, high, hyper and glad. So don't go bursting my bubble now. Be nice now kay. =) Oh and word of caution for me. There's whole lot of hot babe below kay so be prepare to be glue to the screen or have a nose bleed.
The Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2009 is aired in the US already so I can't wait to download it when its up on LimeWire. Yes people I'm into this show in particular thanks to Ken my lil brother who loves fashion and knows more about fashion then I ever could. Girls might hate these angels but not me. They not only have the LOOKS, BODY but brains as well alright. They strut the runway to entertain us and no doubt leaving girls in envy and boys drooling all over the place. What's there to not like about VS Fashion Show? I wanna be the one of the photographer there and then taking shots of them running the runway. Have you seen the show? Have you seen how much fun they have? And how much attention they get from their audience? Have you seen how professional these girls get when they do their thing?
Watch it. Its not stupid at all. Lol. I love and enjoy watching the show actually. It gives me motivation to work with them! or at least with people like them. I wanna be a photographer that has no limit or boundaries. I wanna shoot everything and anything. I wanna be good at all of it too if I can. So anyways hush hush about me rambling here. Scroll down and enjoy my Top 10 All Time Favourite Victoria's Secret Angels shall we?
Selita Ebanks
February 15, 1983 in George Town, Grand Cayman
Cayman Islands
Alessandra Ambrosio
April 11, 1981 in Erechim, Rio Grande do Sul
Brazil
Miranda Kerr
20 April, 1983 in Sydney
Australia
July 20, 1980 in Horizontina, Rio Grande do Sul
Brazil
Doutz Kroes
January 23, 1985 in The Netherlands
Dutch
Karolína Kurková
February 28, 1984 in Děčín
Czech Republic
Izabel Goulart
October 23, 1984 in São Carlos, São Paulo
Brazil
Marisa Miller
August 6, 1978 in Santa Cruz, California
USA
Tyra Banks
December 4, 1973 in Inglewood, California
USA
Heidi Klum
June 1, 1973 in Bergisch Gladbach, North Rhine-Westphalia
Germany
So there you go people. From Selita my top angel to Alessandra to Miranda all the way down to Heidi. Are you guys like all over their perfectness as I am? XD Hope so. I wanna be the photographer who photographers them kay!
What makes Victoria's Secret so popular and famous as it is now? It is them, the models! Their smiles, their walk and of course their body with a hell lot of personality and attitude.
Monday, November 30, 2009, 11:17 AM
Trouble Sleeping
Ever wonder while lying in your bed late at night thinking bout really morbid thoughts like how if you somehow get yourself into a coma lying in the ICU and hearing does who cared about you come visit you and talking to you in hope that you would wake up. Or ever though that you've been having nose bleed since young only on the right side of your nose and thinking it not just sinus but a tumour somewhere in your brain? Or even thought that the headaches you have turn out to be migraine when you google it up and that it can't be cure and that no medication can really help ease the pain or make it go away but to find you own way to handle the pain that might someday just make your brain burst cause the pain is just so bad and hard to bare?
I DO!
I use to think when I was young with nose bleed that it wasn't as easy as the doctor said sinus. I thought it was a brain tumour and was thinking how long more to live. I can bleed for an hour or more even with iced towel rested on my nose. With migraine know that I just found out lead me back to thinking I have brain tumour again. I joke about these sometimes with me best friends but it is not actually funny as in fact it is kinda scary. Its just me thinking about such morbid thoughts. But I don't take all this seriously, I just think then go to sleep wake up the next day like it was just a random thought. Well, I've also having allergies that doesn't make sense to me too these days. Ever since my 1st camp at KYC Benom Hills back when I was form 2 I had allergy from a plant I did a army crawl on under the net over a obstacle course then I got herpes then other nonsense allergies as I grew older over the years. I was allergic to something quite serious back at camp last year with Ken and most of the participants at KYC after the hike down the river. Nasty rashes that seems to be super itchy the more you scratch the more it spreads. Then I got cat allergy this year a few months back. Can't you believe CAT ALLERGY?!! My best friend KM laughed at me and referring to SUPERMAN as well.
And not long ago I found out that a dry skin patch behind my ear above my neck is not just only dry skin but what turns out to be Eczema. Seeing the photos of it was so gross and disgusting. Made all my hair stand not that I have hair on my arms cause Dila refer me as hairless chicken or hairless dinosaur. Although eczema may look different from person to person, it is most often characterized by dry, red, extremely itchy patches on the skin. Eczema is sometimes referred to as "the itch that rashes," since the itch, when scratched, results in the appearance of the rash. Wanna know more about it then just click here to read more. So yeah.
The more I grow up the more weird stuff happens to me. Why can I be like normal person having high fever or fever, cold, flu, cough, dry cough, headaches, body aches from being so sick and normal stuff like that. And not to mention chicken pox, virus infection or stuff like that. If my immune system is that good then why la all these allergies all. Okay, I know I'm complaining and testing my luck here. Its just that it bugs me la when it happens to me. Alright, its like 3:41am now. I should go to bed. Night people.
Monday, November 23, 2009, 9:22 PM
Shutter Bugs
Its been more then a week since I handle this year Annual Ball event for HMC (HELP Matriculation Centre). Their theme this year was,
Roses & Secrets
"Take My Hand; Dance With Me"
When I first heard the theme and walking by the hall way back in Main Block with their poster up on the walls it made me feel this year ball is gonna be hard to pull off. The theme is all about elegance and romance. And very ballroom vibe was added to it. Then a lot of things came to mind since I went and say I would take charge of photography since no one is doing anything. At that moment I was like SHIT! Natalie Law what did you get yourself into now! Lol. Ms Winnie took on my offer and I had to get a team together as soon as I can. I texted Keith first then Karmun then later Jeremy. Ashikin and Dila was in right away when I asked them at college. When Karmun back out due to some reason Louis offered his services if I can get him a DSLR for that night.
The search came to an end. Dila couldn't make it cause of her mom which I totally understand. Besides there's not much to worry. I got Keith, Ashikin, Jeremy and Louis in the team. 3 of us had flash gun+diffuser on our DSLR's. The lightnings at the ballroom during performances was shit bad. No joke. I had a really hard time to get good shots. All of us were so close to the stage yet it was hard for any of us to get good shots due to the horrible lights. I was stressed out on my part. Last year lighting for the stage was the bomb. It was bright and we can get good shots only it was hard for us to get up close. But this year totally opposite.
Only the group shots and portraits was nice. This year has more hot, pretty girls compare to last year. As their dress, hair and make-up was way better then last year. Simple and elegant. Not much hot guys tho as last year. Guys were more casual this year. Fedoras, jeans and jacket. Doesn't go with the theme the ball committee have set. The performances wasn't really suitable as well with the theme. It was all from a different culture. The bands were alright. The Best Couple and Mr HMC & Mrs HMC nominations wasn't as good as last year. Maybe because I don't know them at all. XD
But I had a great time even tho I was kinda stress out for not getting as many good shots as I would wanted. I work great under pressure someone once said. Go figure. Anyways. I did a lil something for my team here to thank them for their effort and time! I manage to edit and pick out 555 photos from all 5 of us. 5555 wei! Can go buy 4D. Lol. I did collages for you guys. Ashikin Yee, Jeremy Lim, Louis Yap and Keith See thank you so much for having my back that night. You guys did great and we all pulled it off at the end of it all. And for Dila and Karmun, though you guys didn't manage to make it you both are as much as in the team as anyone of us cause you offered your help when I asked for it.
Our tags *Thanks to Ash*
Thank you, you guys!!
To: Dila Ariff & Karmun Ng
*I notice that Karmun eyes are so captivating in this collage and Dila's pose is nice*
Friday, November 20, 2009, 7:59 PM
Miracle in Disguise
There were signs but I ignored it. How could I be so blinded? How could my judgement be so blurred? How could I be so careless?
I screamed, "SHIT!" when he almost didn't manage to break and it would have hit the Gen 2 in front of us.
I screamed again, " WHAT THE FUCK! Bastard! Idiot! Shit!" when a Saga cut into our lane without signal right after a corner. That idiot fool.
Then with me saying, "Turn right!" *Bang*
Ken was on the wheel, I should have known better to know let him drive on unfamiliar road. I should have also told him way ahead where to turn and which lane to be on. Its because of me that the accident happen. We could have died. We could have killed or injured other innocent people as well who was there at the wrong time and who didn't manage to dodge us or my car would flipped and crash on to a motorcyclist or another car.
With me saying he should have turned right instead he panic and swirl the car to the right. With the rest of the car safely made the sudden turn my car left front wheel didn't. It hit the sharp high divider so hard we were on the divider for a few meters till the tyre burst and the rim couldn't handle the car weight it broke into pieces. I told him then to try to move the car forward and see if I was correct about the tyre being a total goner. Indeed, I was right. I was bad. I never seen anything like that before.
During the whole incident where at the moment when it crash the divider and went on it, in my head was only, "SHIT! Oh my GOD! The car is gonna flip!". I didn't see my life flash before my eyes. I didn't see the chances I gave up on or the risk I dare not take. I didn't see the bad I've done or the mistake I have made. I didn't see my love ones flash before my eyes either.
Things could have been so much worst if my thought came true and the car flipped. Ken would have been seriously injured or worst. I dare not think any more of what might happen if if it did. His life would have been on my hand and I would be scarred for life knowing if anything had happen to my lil brother life. He has so much potential and big dreams. I can't bare to think if I was responsible his all. If other people was involved even more I would blame myself and my hand would be forever stained and I would forever be hunted by this.
Maybe to some of you it is as bad as how me and Ken write it off as. But if you were at the midst of it all and were the one who was in the car then you would know. Don't even text or be on the phone while you drive. You might think your good with the car and have good skills and your in control. Don't think you drive a manual car or a sport car or a tough heavy car or any car for the fact that you can speed your way to another destination. Don't think about getting there in the shortest time or that your late so you have to speed. Specially do not ever speed while its pouring rain.
Don't tempt fate. Don't try your luck. Don't test your skills. Is it worthy it? Imagine if anything would have happen to you, how would your family and friends take it? My dad was worried sick about me and Ken. He was so worried that the cops would come and find trouble. He was worried that we were hurt. Our parents brought us to this world with so much love and care and we can leave the world in a road accident. Its just a bad way to leave. Keith, I hope your reading this cause I'm very worried about how you drive. And to all of you as well.
I don't wanna write much. Ken has the other parts covered in his blog. Its indeed a miracle in disguise with me and this car of mine. A white classic 240 SE Volvo.
The divider we hit on and went on it for a few meters.
Where the tyre burst and our rim broke
Thursday, November 19, 2009, 5:49 AM
Bitter Heart
I rest my case, you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate
waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
Or do you know? You just haven't realize it yet maybe you never will, I'll make sure of it.
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